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Mystery's space~~Firework is the no. 1 thing i like~~ February 15 Thanks everyone 0215Thanks so much for letting me to have such a wonderful birthday...it is indeed an unforgettable 18th b'day...
All the surprises u all have given to me make me feel the warmth..i am not alone....i am still in part of ur memory....
The cake is nice..the card is nice..the posters are nice..the cups are nice..the key is nice...the bag is nice...THANKS SOOOOO MUCH>..
Even those messages are heart warming....thanks...I love u all so much...
HAppy birthday to myself....
February 13 In the middle........我很难做。。我不想伤害任何的一个人。。但我能做到吗
到最后受伤害得好像是自己。。
被夹在中间的感觉很不好。。我不懂我因该帮谁。。。我很累你们知道吗。。
有时候觉得很疲倦。。很想就这样一直睡下去
我一直认为只要能力办得到。。我都会帮的。。但。。。。。。。。。。。。。
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我也是人。。。我也会累的。。你们明白吗。。有人明白吗。。。。
我是不是做错了这选择。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
Re@lisAtion..Before coming to college...i treasure friendship...
After coming to college...............................I TREASURE it even MORe>...
When i am out of the confinement of my house...i really find friends important...they are the one who minimise my home sickness...they are the one who take care of me...who give me support...who teach me in various aspects..who bring happiness to me...
Friendship is truly important in one's life...without friends..i wont be who am i today..without friends..ppl actually cannot survive....
They laughters..the lame jokes and all sorts of things will always be uploaded to MY COMPUTER and be kept as a undeletable and permenaent documents....
I will always remember u all...all the best ,....
Thsnks so much to every of my friends.... February 12 I am really blessed to have uI am so fortunate..so lucky...to have met u...
U have treated in a really gd way and thank you for everything that u have done to me....
Although i have not met u for long, I know u r a real great person..
Whenever i faced any problems, u will be the one who is always there mready to support me...
U r a place where i can lie my heart on...
Although u r one month younger than me, u know more than i do...u help me more than i do 2...I have learnt alot from u...
We always share....we are not only sharing food...drinks...fruits..but we are sharing our experiences...our feeling and our HEART...most importantly...
I have never found a friend like u..who i can rely on...who i can turn to when things happen...
Still remember ur prayer for me...and ur touching sms on that night...they are all recorded in my brain..u have really touched the bottom of my heart...I am grateful to have u...
Ur straight forward personality make me grow too..i have learnt alot from u..
Although i don't have anything gd to share with...i will always be there waiting to listen to u when u need to ...waiting to become a port for E ship to stop at..
So, remember...i am always here for u...
THANKS SO MUCH>>>U know who u r right...E.... February 10 H@ppY B'DAY..KELLIE..Happy birthday...how is the feeling of becoming 18...haha...
May all ur dream com true and may God bless u always..
Happy birthday to u
Happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u wu...
happy birthday to u.........................................
Although i cant sing it to u...i will sing it here.....hope that u can hear
How am I going to save $$?Haiz..how am i going to save money???
The cheapest meal here is the economy rice which is about 2.00 to 2.80.To get such a cheap price, i have to take only 1 dish + the luncheon.I have thought of eating it every day to save money but I sometimes really can't take it.I feel like vomiting to each all those cold dishes. I miss my mum's cooking so much....
Except the economy rice, the cheapest i can ever get is the nasi lemak-RM 2. But, i cant eat it everyday also. So, for the rest of the food, is abt 4,5,6.
I have counted.If i can eat about RM 5 per day, i will spend RM 150 on food. My target is to use RM 250 per month.I dont know whether i can achieve it or not.
SOmetimes,my classmates or friends ask me out for lunch,dinner or even supper,I don't really know how to reject. I am scared to be classified under "ANTI-SOCIAL" people.Therefore, i got no choice but to go with them.And this has indeed caused me to exceed my budget for the day. Especially on weekends, when my friends from nilia come, I can't really save money as we will be bringing them out to eat,so I will normally save on the weekdays and spend on weekends.
To be able to save $, whenever i saw something i want to buy, I will tell myself"buy only necessity and nth else".By telling myself this, I have successfully stopped myself from buying things unless necessary.
I need to spend on food, books, photostating notes, buying stationary and etc.
IHAiz...KL's living expenses is really high and to save money is indeed a difficult task to do.
February 05 eSPECially FoR U...(WH)有一次新的体验。。搭了ktm 去midvalley...
这次很碰巧的来到了那里。。有干哥,淑恩,candice,jennifer,jiunn yih and poh yang...
虽然在那里没买什么,但是很开心。。。
如果要问为什么开心的话。。那就可能是因为有我干哥在吧。。
很不好意思。。让他花钱。。。
真的有感觉到有哥哥的好。。不是因为他买东西给我。。是因为他对我的关心。。虽然嘴里很喜欢开别人的玩笑。。但是我还是能感觉到他的关心。。
可能是在外生活的关系。。当有人对我好时。。我会觉得特别感动。。。
真得谢谢你了。。。只想说声有你真好。。。
真心的祝福你。。。愿你天天幸福。。
THANKS ALOT
February 01 FInally...A new life hereA brand new start for me.Everything seems to be very different for me now.I have to adapt myself to the current environment.Only for 3 weeks..i have experienced alot..a lot of things which i have never thought of happening..Living with ppl and communicating with ppl need alot of skills and i shd have used the time here to polish my skills in order to be adaptive enough for my yet to come life of university
I have met alot of ppl here and i am really glad to know u all..elaine,dong,christopher,su ann...so happy...
I hope eveything will go smoothly from now on.
December 31 L@st day of 2006 & my targets for 2007Yeah,it has finally come to the last day of the year.Looking back at this tedious exam year,I really feel relieved.I have learned alot from my teachers,my principals,my friends and my family. This year is indeed a meaningful year because I have achieved and attempted a lot.The first time being selected as the leader for a group,the first time getting 2nd in the class,the first time to sit with ziling,the first time ....although there are also first times for many sorrowful things too,but generally speaking,this is quite a great year for me and i thank everybody for making my life a wholesome one.All those unforgettable memories will be permenaently stored in my mind and my heart.(of course only those wonderful memories will be stored and those sad one will be automatically be deleted)
There are alot of targets set earlier in the beginning of 2006 are not achieved, so i hope i can at least achive my major aim of the year and that is to have straight A1s' im my actual SPM examination.This will actually leads to my greater achievement of next year.
My target for next year:
1. To be systematic in accomplishing things
2. To be more hardworking
3. To be more decisive
4. To be more independent
5. To live a wonderful college life
6. To get scholarship for Pre U and university
7. To achieve all my targets
8. To handle things and overcome obstacles in a calm way
9. To improve my English (both in writing and speaking)
10. To achieve straight As for A level(AS and A2)
From now on, I will make my blog a place for me to practise my writing(both in Eng,Malay)
Work hard...work smart..and achieve more...I CAN DO IT.
December 29 The last message for you..Yeah..is true..u've indeed done alot for me..but...I am sorry to say tat..i can't give u anything..we both don't understand each other...and we've not even talked in real life and how sure u r that u have tat feeling on me...I have used up all kinds of ways to make ur feeling vanishes..i am not doing tat to hurt u ...but to prevent u from getting hurt even more in the future..
After thinking back all those that u have done...i don't even feel a sense of being touched...I am stone-hearted...I know myself..and that's why i want u to leave me..be4 i hurt u even more...the more u do..the more hurtful u will feel at last...becoz..i know no matter wat u do..i will not be touched..
It's not tat u r not good...but..I cant really control my feeling..i am someone who is very hard to get along with ppl...my temper is like the weather nowadays...cant be predicted..I do not have a sense od security..I am hard to believe in those words.....like wat u say I am Lame...I am childish...I dont have the guts to pick ur phone...i have made u angry...so...please la..rub ur eyes and see agn..i am not the right person for u..we have alot of differences in term of personality..we will not be able to get along even as frenz...try and think back..how long can we get along as merely frenz be4 without quarrelling? 1 week?2 weeks?3 days?It is really too short a time..
I have suggested tat we be normal frenz..it's u who doesnt want it...then...
Since we both know everything will end up in nth...then..pls let go...and let this end earlier...let ur pain go off earlier...
Almost 1 week..u have not said tat u want to end ur life..but why now..tat thought fill ur mind agn? Cherish ur life...and tat is at i can say..
2 and a half yr...we have quarrelled for abt 5 times...and it will not be more than tat agn...Stop the pain...and let it end...
(PS: This will be the last time i write msg for u..)
Take care...
i treat u like a toy??? I purposely hurt???Is everything my fault?? I have never treated u like a toy...it is not tat i want to hurt..i don't reply becoz i want u to forget me..to stop ur pain..the more i reply..the more u will be hurt..Don't say till u r so great..it is like all my fault..have u ever thought back...each time i dont reply tat's a reason...but if u say i dont reply is bacause i want to purposely hurt u..i got nothing to say...i have tried to ammend our relationship as fren..but after i do tat i regret..u keep telling me u want to end ur life..and wat can i say..wat can i do...i have tried all the ways to advise u..but u nvr take it...things end up like this is not solely caused by me...u tot only u get hurt?u tot only i am hurting u?u tot only u cant slp at night...i nvr force u..remember...i dont want all those sorries..since u think is all my fault..suan le..if u think i am making u as my toy...up to u..if u think i purposely want to hurt u...then i really got nth to say..if u want to say i am looking down on u..it is also up to u...BUT>>>I NEVER DO TAT.....i can say ...and i can swear...i treat all my fren equally at first..it only differs after tat...
SInce in ur eyes..i am such a wicked women...then...hate me...dont waste ur money sms those hurtful msgs...
December 18 Lonely...boredAfter the exam...i have really ntg to do...want to go to trip...mum allowed me to go at first...and the second day...i am not allowed to go anymore...haiz...that day..my mum told me alot...but she doesnt realise it doesnt only hurt her...but me too...
She said...she is very disappointed with me...because i always want to go out with my frenz...and my dad doesnt like it...she said...i shdnt be so gd with my former classmates...becoz one will have alot of friends in life and if each time we re apart..i need to go out with them..then i always go out...she said...it is not to say that when i get good results means she needs to allow me to do watever things...
but...ma....i nvr think like tat..u know..i work so hard is not for tat...i work hard becoz i wnt to have a brighter future...i work so hard becoz i dont want to waste ur money...and not tat...it really hurts when u say tat...
I wasnt liked by my father when i was small..i didnt know y...but now i know...she said is becoz my dad tot i am someone who likes to spend money...like to doll myself up..like to be famous...ha...it hurts me so hard...I??? like to be famous??? ha..probably it is becoz i like singing and always go for competition and performances...but...when my mum told me tat...it is really hard for me to accept...she said she is trying very hard to ammend the relationship bet i and my dad...so..haiz
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爱错,爱因为在心中爱错-王力宏
北风好不留情 把叶子吹落 坠落的它他选择的逃脱 叶子失去小心 风才感觉寂寞 整个冬天 北风的痛没人能说 我从来没想过 我会这样做 从来没爱过 所以爱错 我从那里起飞 从那里降落 多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过 翻开回忆角落 忘记的生活 以为幸福都可以掌握 仔细回味当初那个故事背后 喔原来是我 犯下从没真的爱错 我从来没想过 我会这样做 从来没爱过所以爱错 我从那里起飞 从那里降落 多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过... 真的受未你的世界 喔...找不会那些感觉 其实我不想到别 那些过去 我从来没想过 我会这样做 从来没爱过(从来没有爱过那么认的) 我从那里起飞 从那里降落(降落) 多少不能原谅的错却不能从 从来没想过 我会这样做 从来没爱过(爱过) 所以爱错(所以爱错) 从那里起飞(爱错爱错爱错baby) 从那里降落 多少不能原谅的错 请你原谅我的爱错 歌曲:爱因为在心中
当我睁开双眼每一天(妙苗) 都会记得大家的笑脸(修罗) 明白心中勇敢又多了一点(妙苗修罗) 曾经哭泣也会看不见(可爱的小南瓜) 未来总会有别的喜悦(忧郁之蓝) 就让时间翻开崭新的一页(可爱的小南瓜忧郁之蓝) 你的音符你的脸(nicholaslee) 有种无声的语言(nicholaslee) 教我不退缩要坚持著信念(nicholaslee) 用音符画一个圈(音乐进化论) 经过都会被纪念(音乐进化论) 我想爱永远会留在你心间(音乐进化论) 每个人都拥有一个梦(合唱) 即使彼此不相同(合唱) 能够与你分享(合唱) 无论失败成功都会感动(合唱) 爱因为在心中(合唱) 平凡而不平庸(合唱) 世界就像迷宫(合唱) 却又让我们此刻相逢our home(合唱) 伤心时你会给我笑脸(ssf) 让我感受友爱的原点(饭饭) 快乐地过有风有雨的岁月(ssf 饭饭) 失望和伤心在所难免(冰兰) 都会经历漫长的严寒(irini) 让这一切在我们心中沉淀(冰兰irini) 用旋律写张信签(ourhome小5) 放入你的心褃面(ourhome小5) 手牵手记录我们爱的和弦(beat) 用音符画一个圈(死神的乐章) 经过都会被纪念(死神的乐章) 我想爱永远会留在你心间(shane) lalalalalala~ ---- December 17 I understand...but why??I understand tat se does that for my own good...and i appreciate alot for her strictness which has made me who i am today...
but..sometimes...questions juz appear in my mind...why?why? cant she juz tell me the real reason...why must she think so hard on other fake reasons to stop me from going out?Whenever she says the reasons for not letting me go out..i will try to find out ways to solve the problems she has mentioned...but why...after tat...she still got alot more reasons to tell me not to go...i know all these are for my own gd...but...haiz...
she has somehow agreed on sth and then...she changed her mind..this has made me someone who doesnt keep promise...sorry...i am really sorry...i always break promise...becoz..in fact i dont have the right to actually decide on sth...
sorry for being a troublesome person......but i really dont wish i wont be the one who always causes pro....BUT...I can't
SORRY December 12 Promisewhy..??????????????????????????????????????
why she always tries to find excuses????????????
why cant she keep promise
she always .......................ah.............................................
the first reason she finds is THE PRICE>>>TOO EXPENSIVE
second,ALWAYS GO THE SAME PLACE
third,MY HAIR>>I HAVE JUST STRAIGHTENED IT>>>NOT SUITABLE FOR SWIMMING GOODNESS>...i have rebonded my hair on the 5th....and it is on the 19th....come on la...find a better reason.........
she has really made a person who cant keep promise..when i have told them...onli she will tell me....all those reasons...............
i am sorry for that....sorry for the inconvenience caused to my frenz...really a big sorry..
her changes in mind made me hard to decide a college to study......i am scared she will blame me for not getting scholarship....and spending too much $...i say i want to apply for loan....but...she says NO...later..i know..if i cant get...she will BLAME me....for sure.................
what shd i do???????????? who can tell me.............................ah............................ah.........................argh.........................
December 11 SUNWAY?????TAylor????haiz...after looking thru comment on both colleges..i still find it hard to decide....taylor is good in term of teaching....taylor....is really a lot better than sunway....but....why..many ask why i dont go...the reason is it is more expensive than sunway......alot more expensive.. i dont want to burden my family even more..i know..if i say i want to go..they will sure let me go de..but..but... i cant...and i am unable to say it out....i have to take many things into consideration....i got a lot of siblings..i need to think for them..think for their future..my parents are getting old....i can't be so selfish to spend so much of their many.....i dont want to see them working that hard juz because of us...going to U....
in fact..sunway is already very expensive....but...since my parents think it is safer for me to study there....
so wat shd i do..shd i go taylor or sunway...????????????????????????????????
i will have decided my future....in this 18th...in the edu fAir...i still got ....a few days to decide... tomorrow....aN IMPORTANT daY1212...is really important..for me..for my family...for my future...for my family's future..
I hope everything will be fine..
i pray....i am praying very hard.....for it to be successful..and pls pray for me...fir everything to be alright for my family.....dun ask wat happen...i can't say....because i am told to do so....so...just pray for me...thx......
I really hope everything is alright....AH MEN.....
December 04 Finally...Finally..exam has finished...SPM has become a past tense to us....but why..why am i not happy????
Haiz...
The emptiness in my heart is undescibeable...i am sad because i have to leave my friend...i am excited to lead a brand new life in the future...i am worried for my life in future...
Haiz...
I guess many of my friends have the same feeling with me here....
There are thousand of words in my heart...but ....but....i just can't be expressed in words
We went to tebrau city ..red box juz now....the first time i went there....
although is expensive in term of the price ....it is worthy...because i have the chance to spend time with my friends....
Now...is the time for me thanks all my frens....
Candice,ziling,jennifer,serene-there are thousand of words in my heart to be said to you...but......I am really glad to have you as my best frenz ever...the time we had spent together....the memories that we had had will always be in my heart.....I won;t be able to forget you....KEep in touch..
Jiunn yih--thanks for your advice..thanks for ur compliment...they have actually made me work harder...although u r younger than me..in term of thinking and knowledge...u r much better than me....
Sir wee--thanks for being a gentle"lady"..ha...from the few days i know you...u r quite a good person and not as bad as they say....thanks for the "knowledge" u gave me just know...i will be more careful..
Wei min--Have i really given u alot....no....dont say that...because what u have given to me is much more than that...u have taught me a lot..and i have learnt a lot from u...Thanks for everything u have given to me
Steve--thanks for ur compliment on my singing too..thanks for liking my songs....and helping me to find those music..
Michael- a always funny guy in our class..ha...thanks for being my bodyguard for transporting the cake..still remember...ha
kevin-thanks for being one of my most wonderful "good friend"...your adviece has really made me grow...and i have learnt a lot from u..thanks for that...
Kellie- thanks for always be there for me...thanks for being my sis..thanks for everything....
For others...thanks for being my friends.....and u all will always be remembered...FOREVER ......
PS: i have on the way making a song for our class...i hope i will be able to create a good and memorable one....
Thank you everybody.....I love u all....
KEEP IN TOUCH...
November 18 Peribahasa..
I found it from the internet...hope it's useful for u...
Bagai aur dengan tebing 互相扶持,相辅相成 November 16 Do you really believe exam tips?Exam tips...exam tips and exam tips...When exam,especially public exam like SPM,is approaching...tips from all over the countries will be sought after by students...like now...if u go to search engine..and simply type..SPM EXAM TIPS..all sorts of exam tips will be there for you..but are they from reliable sources...are they worth to be bought..and are they accurate...all those tips are different...some aims at earning students' money..and some really are from some ppl who has put in effort to go thru past yr questions and done the analysis..
I am not here to criticise...those tips are to help us minimising the amount that we need to study and help us to focus...but not ask us to merely studying them...i realise some of my friends go so crazy on those tips that they only study those tips...
COme on..friends...at least go thru other topics..and nvr give up on any topic...if u can...
Best wishes to evrybody..and all the best ....I'll pray...for u and me....pray for evrybody...to get flying colors and most importantly to pray that the exam questions are moderate...yet must reach a certain standard...
May God bless all of us....
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